I actually really do have to pee, I just don't wanna go yet. I'm going to hate tonight, 2 little cousins, one on the way, and they don't eat anything that my grandma makes for dinner. She even makes them a different meal, and they still don't eat all of that. So my brother and I eat it, along with the other meal. Tonight is going to suck though, sitting at the table with my uncle and aunt that don't really like me or my brother. From what I can tell from my aunts body language she doesn't like me, she thinks I'm a slut. Every time we are with them my mom ends uo saying something about a new boyfriend or show what John bought you or Jess and John have been going out for a year now. My aunt doesn't wear any makeup, her hair is gray and she is only 35 years old! And because I wear makeup, and do my hair really nice and the way I dress, she thinks that I'm a slut. Anyways, I can't wait till I get home and call John to talk to him. I saw him for 40 minutes, we went for a walk to B.E. and sat at the park there for a bit, and then he walked me home. Anyways, Im leaving now, I want to drive there, I wonder if I can. Write more later. So right about dinner, except I was in the bath room for most of the night, wasn't feeling well. So I'm pretty sure that my aunt thinks that I'm anorexic. Oh well. So after I left my grandma's place, we picked up John and came back to my place. We watched Swordfish never seen it. Anyways, he just left now and I'm bored. Its 11:13, and I hinted to John that I'm going on msn so that he could come online and talk to me. Tomorrow is going to suck. I'm going to my cottage. I've only seen John for about 30 hours this long 5 day weekend. I miss being with him. So I'm hoping that we can leave around 10:30ish and be back into the city around 6ish so that John and I can do something. Anyways now. I'm bored. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll go to bed soon. It depends. -Jess