Ohhh he better not be drinking tonight. I'll kill him if he did. Jeff got gorunded cuz his mom found out that he had some drinks at Kruz's. I just ask Jeff who else was drinking, if he says hes name, tomorrow isn't going to endd up good. THANK GOD!!!! John wasn't drinking. Bad things had happened before when he was drunk, and I didn't like it when I found out. What a bitch she did go. Not like I can help that go. I'm so pissed right now. See I am loved by friends. I don't get invited, and I find things out that I don't want to know. I'm pissed cuz I haven't talked to John all day, and I don't know I'm mad because he promised that he was going to call me tonight, he never did. I'm not going to be in a good mood tomorrow, and I should be in the happiest mood ever, it's going to be a year tomorrow for John and me. I don't want to get mad at John, but I don't think I can help that. I'm thinking that if I go to sleep I wouldn't think about anything, but on the other hand, I think that I won't sleep at all cuz I'm thinking about it, and I want to talk to John and just get mad at everything. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Whatever, I'm going to bed and try to sleep. Night. There goes my happy tomorrow. -jess