Weekend was a bore... School was kinda more interesting. English wasn't the best class today, Sami and Mrs. Vaghuan were talking about love and how its not always there. Well Sami said "you always forget your first love" so when she sat down by me in class I asked her if she forgot her first love. She said she didn't have one. I never had a first love even though I went out with 2 other guys before John, John is my love. Sami asked me if I forgot my first love and I said no cuz I'm still in love with John[since we are still going out] So Greg was sitting infront of me and Sami and said "whos to say that Jess is John's first love?" So what did I do when I finally was alone with John, I asked him. Well I already knew the answer to that. Wasn't me. Her name was Jenn, she died in a car crash in grade 7. Well lets just say John's life wasn't the greatest till me. But yea, even though I knew that answer, I wanted him to say I am the love of his life. But instead he said "you are the love of my life right now, and you always will be" so I can't really get mad at him for saying that.