by faiith09
Listening to: *Lose Control*
Feeling: zesty
Heh Zealous sounds kool~!
Anyways enough of that lol..hm not much has happened sense yesterday really I decided to go to my aunts though cuz Chuck came over, while kevin was here for sum reson, he asked me if i wanted to be with my mom, which Idk what he meant by that, i said with my mom.yeah i guess..HERE heeelll no.He just said ok? idk what that was all about?But right b4 he left he said well I guess me and ur mom are over.Tell her I said i hope she has a good life with the fucking ******.Which kinda bothered me sense i know what he said was true. I didnt really like Kevin much when my mom dated him, but now that i see he actually loved her other than the guy she's with now, who just tells her what she wants to hear ya know.It just bugged the hell outta me.And sense my mom was outside sumwhere with chuck, i just left her a note on the table that said Mom: Im going to aunties for the night i just Can'tbe here.And went there.Me and my aunt talked about that kinda shit fer a good hour.Cuz she see's what i mean and she's obviously the only person i can actually phsically talk to that actually cares ya know.So it was nice to let all that shit out.Then after that me and my Cuzs' just hung out the rest of the night.It was aite..then i came and she attempted to talk to me.im just sick of ppls shit anymore and basically tell all the ppl that piss me off how i feel so that i just dont flip.And thats exactly what i plan on doing..so now my mom either brings me back and we possibly have that "mother daughter" relationship she always wanted..or she keeps me here where i absolutly do not wanna be and make me hate her.Because right now thats all thats happening..im just Hating her more and more each day that passes.I dont Hate many people..only about 3 and well she's on that list where id rather her not be.But w.e i cant change that obviously, i can only cope with what she does till im at the age where i just leave.But w.e enough of that.
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So how do ya guys like the new Diary? I think it looks pertty sexay if i say so myself =) .. well cant wait Once Again to speak to my cassie when her Cp gets fixed.ahh computers are just fucking up left and right anymore.Well not much to talk about so talk atcha all lata
*_I Love You ♥ _*
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