now i definetely know why they call it a "crush." i'm done with trying. why do i even bother? did i actually think i had a chance with him? oh man.. =/ so tomorrow, or today, whichever way you want to put it (it's 1 am) i am going to santa maria! i am going to visiting my friends at righetti! that'll be fun! i havent seen most of them in such a long time.. it's there last day of skool tomorrow. yes i get to steal my dads digital camera! score! i have to wake up 8 so i can get there by 10 =O. waking up early on summer vacation just ain't my style yo. so MJ's innocent. hahah &i'll believe that when he stops molesting little boys. oh wait, that makes sense =x i♥u