summer means staying up as late as you can every night. it's 130 am, i still got a lot to go, i'm not at all tired =/ today i went shopping and oh my, first off: i'm so glad i got the as i lay dying cd tonight ♥ it's definetely love. i got the wedding singer on dvd cause i lost the video long time ago. charlie &the chocolate factory.. same deal. got a whiteboard/corkboard cause i'm cool like that =D &some intimate wear that won't be named off =) &some way rad sunglasses. yeah, they're super hott. tomorrow is most likely the picnic with josh &kody. HOPEfully, unless i have to stay home cause we're getting our carpet cleaned, my mom's taking in the car.. tons of stuff on the to do list. warped tour is gonna be insane. i'm gonna see if i can buy tix somewhere, like a ticketmaster place. i did that in robinsons may once. hmmm =/ i'm scared of my report card coming. me &the mah are getting along so well. that will end the peacfulness for sure. such dissapointment in myself =( the sad part is, i really tried hard to bring my grades up. can't wait to go back to Orcutt. that'll be on the fourth of july most likely! that's exciting. i want to spend more time with friends &a certain someone♥. lovepeace&unity :: as i lay dying :: only through struggle i have found rest. with a piece of me taken away, i begin to understand. hollow out this machine like chest. with its gears that turn to make me feel, &assembled thoughts that fade away. remove from me, this deception that i called love :: through struggle ::