damnit. today was the most fun i've had in a long time. the funny thing is, i wasn't really doing much! my friend alycia came over.. then we invited jim over.. then went to alycia's boyfriend, brians house. it was loads of fun. i love those kids =) and well, i especially adore one of them. oh geeeze. i want to go back home &stay there! i felt so much less alone &so much more loved. i miss it all.. i miss everyone. even though my home here in santa maria isn't that great, it's filled with people that i love &love me. that's all i need for anything for the rest of my life. note to summer: NEVER END. ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRANDON!