i love a boy, and he loves me back. we're miles away from eachother... soon to be even more miles away. he makes me the happiest girl alive, and yet i'm the saddest girl alive; all at the same time. tell me, is this how it always is? or am i just a sucker...? i put everything i have into this. you let go, i let go of love. forever. you think i'm kidding?