i hate the fact that i can care so much about one person, but that person i care about might not care one bit about me. i hate how i have no idea what's going on in that person's mind. and i hate how he doesn't know anything going on in mine. letting a person take hold of your feelings and trusting them with your heart is a MISTAKE. that person could break your heart just a little, or break your heart into a million pieces. either by hurting you with words or actions, or not doing ANYTHING at all. jealousy can overwhelm you when you don't know what he is doing for the night. jealousy is for the weak, and i am so damn weak right now.