All i want to know it, why... why did anyone bless me with this insecurity. I know everything is fine, nothing can go wrong, or can it?! See I worry, then i ask, then i'm fine, but somthing will start me worrying and thinking again. Insecurity, i wouldn't wish it on anyone. I get paranoid very easily, have been all my life.. I know i'm not going to change, but can I at least limit this part of me, the part i wish was never here. I somtimes feel so alone in the world, but then step back and see all the decent things in my life. My car, My mates, My family, and most of all my Girlfriend, she's the one thing i long for constantly. Thinking of her all the time, but I don't want to smother her, she's going through a hard time at the moment, and i'm there for her, but just thinks people say, and really creepy signs i keep seeing, like completely on subject with what i'm feeling. It all point toward things going bad. My insecurity tells me that i'm doing somthing wrong, but I've been told, by her, that nothing is.. and she loves me. All is fine with the world, i've just got to learn not to read into things as much, shit happens, and you get through it.. Bounce back harder and happier than ever. What should i do?! Life brings you ups and downs, But you've got to learn to cope with the frowns. It's not all about enjoyment and fun, You'll find yourself looking down the barrell of a gun. But it's in times of failure and regret, When you can see the best has to come yet. So when life has you by the scruff of the neck, Just take a second to stand back and check. Realise it's not always bad news, One of these days you'll find your muse. I've found the one thing i care about most, And there is no doubt that I can boast. I love you Jo and i'm not afraid to say, I'll keep on loving you till the day i lay.