Awake
Wait another minute. Can't you see what this pain has fucking done to me.
I'm alive and still kickin'. What you see I can't see and maybe
you'll think before you speak.
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you
Take another second. Turn your back on me and make believe that
you're always happy.
It's safe to say you're never alive. A big part of you has died
and by the way, I hope you're satisfied.
I'm alive for you. I'm awake because of you.
I'm alive I told you. I'm awake swallowing you
Tearing it back unveiling me.
Taking a step back so I can breathe.
Hear the silence about to break.
Fear resistance when I'm awake.
You wanna know? You really wanna know?
I'll tell you.
At first, yeah it was hard. Remebering the good times, all the time you made me happy, all the time we spent together. Instead of remembering the good, and sobbing. I remembered the bad, and laughed. Pathetic, really, when you take time to think about it. How I was so attached to someone who was constantly in conflict with themselves. Thank god it's over. Yeah i've moved on. Bigger and better things await my attention.
Pah. Useless.
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