Well, well, well.. Who would have thought it would have worked out this way.. Its better than I imagined. The world seemed so against me a couple of days ago, it felt like my whole life was coming crashing down in front of me, and i was going to fall into oblivion and be lost forever. Only for the one thing i desire most, to throw me a life line at the last second and drag me back to reality. I feel more loved, and more wanted, and more confident now than I ever have, and it's all because of Jo. She understood me fully when I told her my idea. She even said she didn't think I was being clingy. I know I was, even if it was only slightly. She was just having a hard week, which i can understand! Thats where she needs the space. Curse this paranoid thinking of mine, always thinking of the worse case senario, curse it i say! I've got to learn to think rationally in situations. It's not going to happen overnight, but I will damn well make it happen. Just know this Jo.. I love you more than anything in the whole world. Even more than my comp, or my car! I'd be devastated if I lost them, but words couldn't describe how I would feel losing you. It's the ONLY thing I fear in the world at the moment. You make me so unbelievably happy. I know nothing can seperate us, and that confidence you give is a massive boost! Look at me being clingy again! :o Shocker.. had to tell someone tho! One day at a time Joe, one day at a time! x