Emptiness Beckons

Feeling: vacant
Last Summer
The Friday sun bears down again As we drive with our friends And on these longest days we spend All the time trying to pretend That our stories could be true Our chance to be cool The setting sunset says the day is through If only we knew... And we all sit around here in our home town Listen to the waves as they all crash down And watch the fire as it slowly burns away Glowing embers fly across the sky Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer The view from our last summer... We trace the sun across the sky And we laugh till we cry Always so hard to say goodbye (good bye) And we all sit round here in our home town It's so good like this, these are times we'll miss The memories, I hope they'll never fade Glowing embers lie across the sky Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other Alive to watch it all, the view through our last summer The view from our last summer... I would stop time to stay with you I would stop time so we don't move I would stop time I would stop time I would stop time to keep you Here by my side, in my summer, our last summer The world passes by in my summer, our last summer The light makes shadows fall, surrounded by each other Alive to watch it all, the view from our last summer
Done With You
I count the days that we have spent apart I've got a bad liver and a broken heart Theres no salvation in the comfort of you I finally realized your tearing me apart [Chorus:] So help me, save me, tell me that the end is near Help me, save me, tell me that the end is near I am done with you You make my life completely miserable You drove me to the edge, you've caused me all this pain But I've always loved you cause your oh so special I'm broken and I'm alone and I can't maintain [Chorus] Done with you (done with you) I am done with you (done with you) I am done with you (done with you) I am done with you (you, done with you) I count the days that we have spent apart I've got a bad liver and a broken heart [Chorus] I am done with you
I feel used, I feel abused, I want to get out, but I'm too nice. I don't know the real truth. Should I stay and suffer more pain? Or leave and realised the truth? Please help.
Feeling.Lost.For.Words.I.Don't.Know.What.To.Do
I want to get out, I want to scream in pain. Nice Guys finish last, and i'm a nice guy! Just stop it you bitch. You're using me, and I hate it. STOP IT!!! I want to get off.. Show me the way. But I love you. Throw it back in my face! STOP IT!!!!!!
Please someone, anyone comment. I need some advice.
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huh,joe you ok? whats up hun your diary is kinda hard to understand(cos like ste says i'm blond)if i knew what was wrong then i could help you out.
hug< x
why are you feeling used?
x
this means?
Your best bet for advice is to ask the people who know you, the people that you hold dear. Talk to them, tell them your troubles and ask them what they would do in your position. Seeing as I don't personally know you, I can't be of that much help, but your friends and family should know you enough to help.

Hope you get it sorted man. Take care.

:)