Broken Inside

Listening to: hed(PE) - Bartender
Feeling: broken
"Bartender" Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble I'm looking for trouble tonight No momma don't trust me tonight You be the center baby I'd be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone [chorus] I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit I'm looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby I'd be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker [chorus 2x] Take me there take me with you I can't be alone tonight I can't be alone tonight I can't trust myself tonight I can't trust myself tonight Baby please don't trust me tonight No please don't trust me tonight Ain't nothing working Ain't nothing right There's a whole in me that I can't fill No matter how hard I try Ain't nothing sweeter there ain't nothing wrong All the pain that I receive keeps me strong It keeps me moving on I just want your company I want you to comfort me just come with me I just want your company I want you to comfort me just come with me I just want your company I want you to comfort me just come with me Comfort me Just come with me Comfort me Just come with me I've just talked to Jo online, after a night down veez, where I'd almost forgotten about her till she rang me. Her voice down the fone was so soothing, It was like having a massarge after work. I wanted her to say "I love you", I wanted her to take me back, at that moment, I wanted to be with her. I got back to Ste's and he went asleep, I chatted to Jo. Ever second thinking about the good times we've had, hoping, wishing, that I could get one more chance. A chance to rectify what seems like the biggest mistake of my life. I feel like i've gotten somewhere, finding out more truth about how she felt when I broke up with her. I don't want her completely out of m y life, in time perhaps It'll stop hurting, in time perhaps I'll stop loving her. It hurts too much, i'm broken inside without her. It feels like there is a massive part of me missing. I'd live in the streets and eat dead cats for breakfast, to get another chance, a chance to work things out, a chance to hold her, and kiss her again. THE biggest mistake of my life. Chance to rectify it? Perhaps, only time will tell. x
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Don't worry man, things will work itself out, whether its with Jo, or with someone else. It may seem hard to picture that right now, but if things still don't work out with you and Jo, you will find someone else.

They say that the perfect partner awaits every soul... all you have to do is sit and enjoy the rollercoaster of life...
a little bit yeah..but i'm also talking about me taking care of my honey...well...you know when i get one.