Wow... and I mean, wow!

Feeling: evil
Counterfeit Freakin' me out you wear a mask called counterfeit, you're freakin' me out you wear a mask - [5x] Freakin' me out you wear a mask called counterfeit, you're freakin' me out you wear a...fake Hey man wake up and smell the concrete Strange to see you've changed like the LB Could be identity crisis but I can't buy this Reality bites but that's what life is Pitiful you, your hideous behavior Hate what God gave ya, fakin all the flava Artificial minds seekin out the new trends Get in where you fit in Quit thinkin like a has-been diggin in my culture Let me let your punks know I'm an old school soldier With the funk flow A damn shame you wanna change yourself Because you're sick of yourself Well I'm sick of you too, fake You're a, a counterfeit, fake You know we figured you out Well I'm sick of you too, fake You're a, a counterfeit, fake I wonder, I wonder I wonder what it's like to be a clone Doin' nothin, nothin' on my own Alone in your misery, you're bitin on my new style Filed as a counterfeit, going down in history as nothin but a copy cat (copy cat) So if your fakin that you're phat you need a ballbat Right where your head is at All your desperation causes separation Now I grab the mic to intimidate Your weakness screams from the limp on your siren Phonies get the hint quick smacked with funk flick Pain for the fakers fame can't maintain Because you're sick of yourself Well I'm sick of you too, fake You're a, a counterfeit, fake You know we figured you out Well I'm sick of you too, fake You're a, a counterfeit, fake All these phonies You disregarded your life (disregarded your life) You disrespected your friends (you disrespected your friends) You've even stolen your appearance (stolen) from hangin out with my family But I should have never dropped my guard (shoulda never dropped my guard) So you could stab me in the back (stab me in the back) But you were faking me out (you were faking me out) Just faking me out you wear a mask (you wear a mask) Freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit, you're freaking me out you wear a mask called counterfeit - (6x) Now you're steadily startin to change You wanna rearrange your lifestyle with live like the wild child With the vibe alive you could lie to try and be so fly A lie but you deny you're a fake You know we figured you're a phony (fake) You know we figured you out (fake) You know we figured you out, figured you out, figured you out Fake [a bunch of times] Well, interesting things have happened. I've figured out that jo is going back out with caddy. Not that it's hard to notice. I thought i'd be pissed off about it, but i'm not. In fact I find it highly amusing. I wasted 4 months of my life on her, 4 months I could have spent getting to know Ste better, or with someone that wasn't going to bullshit me about love. I quote one Saturday night "What can I say? I'm in love". Only for her to completely contradict herself by telling people she "loved" me, but wasn't "in love" with me. This is highly amusing, because not only is it a complete contradiction of her exact words, but it's also another phrase, or saying on a long line of complete and utter bullshit she fed me for 4 months. How I ever like such a person is really quite laughable. She also said the two were completely different, this again is bullshit because LOVE is one word, a feeling so strong that it's unbreakable. There are NO variations of it in any way. You either love someone or you don't. Now i'm happy for her, she's finally re-found someone that can fuck with her head just as much as she fucks with everyone elses. Caddy, you're one unlucky son of a bitch. You love her? hahahahah bullshit.. Do u even know what love is? I thought I did, but obviously I'm still yet to find out. I don't mind admitting that I haven't felt love, I thought I had, but it was an obvious mistake. I can't believe I trusted you, you utter scumbag, all the things you were laughing about with me? We connected on the whole being "fucked up" by her, only for you to tell her somthing I got u to swear not to tell anyone, especially her. I now realise it was a massive mistake trusting a tosser like you. Don't expect me to ever even look at you again, let alone talk to u. Not, i'm sure, that you'd be bothered, as you're back with jo, don't deny it. I know all, nothing passes me. Just watch your back caddy, one move wrong towards me, and you're dog meat. This is in no way an attempt to get u to stop coming out, u or jo, as I'm fully aware i cannot do that, it's a free world. I was trying my hardest to try and get on with u, and trying to still get on with jo. I realised that it wasn't helping in anyway, and now knowing that I couldn't trust u at all? Well, it's a mistake i'll have to live with. Oh and by the way jo. To say it wasn't you're first time, u were utter shite. Before you start blabbing on about how shit I was, i'll freely admit I was shit that night, because I know I was. I was pissed blind, how am I supposed to function like that? You two, get on, live your own lives, and fuck with each others heads as much as you can. I bid u farewell. cunts. >=]
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Interesting Diary :o)

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♥ Lyss*~
oooo certainly put the cat among the pidgeons :O
chew i edmit i broke ure trust but im sorry and i was drunk when i sead that and i swear down on that! I would like us to still get along but thats up to you.
bit of advice man...

people in life screw you over, bcoz of your popularity and general ability to stick out, being loud and funny etc people will target you,

with me, i know everyone, there isnt many people i dont know, i value friends more than anything, including possessions and so on, so when someone screws me over its hard to forgive and forget u gotta make that decision
the best thing is to just walk away from this mess and the people involved
let them get on with their life and let its rest on their conscience in the mean time get on with your life and enjoy it tomorrow you could walk into the road and be hit by a bus (knowing my luck it'd be the 225 S.O.B I HATE THAT BUS SO MUCH) so let them go whinge about how life dealt them a bad hand and how their world is so screwed..coz da only people screwing it is them
u gotta read these msgs bottom - top :)

u out saturday man coz we can have a laugh and a drink etc, fuck anyone else u got all u need around u, good GF, friends, a best mate who cares alot, beer, fuck heads to slaughter in the pit...what more do u need, a smoke you say? well its my m8s 18th im sure he'll be getting some :D
Jo - if u were so adamant at wanting to still get on, you wouldn't have me blocked on msn, and i'd still be on ur friends list on here. I DID want to still try get on with u, but now? nah.

Caddy - Yeah, u broke my trust, for that i cannot forgive u, fuck off.. and die.