The Comedown

by iaminsane
Feeling: abandoned
The Blood, The Sweat, The Tears Yes I've walked the path thats righteous Many men have walked before Yeah this pain cell, the broken shell Scraped, shackled onto the floor So welcome to the world that I lived in Puking out violent hate My world entered a false recluse Sickening from disease But did I see Decision me Make me want it more than you But I deny your flesh Cause pain's my wish Get wasted on self destruct So hold on to the end... Its all about the blood, the sweat, the tears A tribute to the strength built through the years Oh yes I've walked the path that gives me confidence strong and pure Now I realized that freedom rises from comfort in the source I built these walls around me And I can't break them all away And I focus on the strength I call Insufferable and insane So hold on to the end... Its all about the blood, the sweat, the tears A tribute to the strength built through the years A tribute to soul... Take this Focus Madness To take... ...hold...on...on...on... hold on.. falling.. please let go.. hold on.. i'm falling... i'm falling down again... Its all about the blood, the sweat, the tears Attribute to the strength built through the years A tribute cause time will sear the wound Cause time will sear the wound A Dark and dismal cloud approaches. After such a decent weekend. I've come crashing down. Now I dunno what to do with myself. Monday night on my way home from work, some stupid bitch ran me off the road into a wall and i've scuffed and scratched the front bumber. Made a right mess of it. I'm uber pissed off about that. Last night, I'd gone to the chippy to get some munch, and my mates sent hazel a txt. This causes a big problem because i only txt her if she txts me first, long story. So they sent her this txt, her ex got hold of her fone and read it, then rang me with death threats. After that hazel rang me and I explained what happened. She said this dickhead had broken her fone, thrown her around a bit and fucked off, the police were looking for him. My credit ran out, so i borrowed my mates fone to tell her, and i wake up this morinin, with 2 txts off her. 1. "Why do u think it's ok sending me txt's like that after wot i told u?" 2. "i'm only gonna tell u this once more! Dont txt r phone me! I dont wanna b with u, i never did. U r just a kid, i cant believe i was stupid 2 think u weren't." So i'm now sat here thinking WTF? I do really like the lass, which is why I was putting up with all the shit. The more I read that txt, the more it seems like it isn't her, which is a good thing. I'm just gunna forget about it all now. Get on with some college work, if she rings me then i'll answer, and hopefully she'll have either sent that to get rid of luke, or luke sent that himself. I've gone from top of the world, to the bottom of the bag, in 2 days. I need a hug >=[
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hey mate
read your e-mail your right bloody chipper in it too. well seems like youve got a stroppy cow on your hands and you need to get yourself sorted. and im giving you a hug. really. well later then.
hey,

Sorry to hear about what happend.. * Really big hug *
I'll give you a real one if you're out on sat,

Hope you're okay.. I'm only a text away if you want to talk..

Jo x
hey hunni
omg im so sorry know how much you like her.if you want to know i care.i'm here for you if you need a friend.and lots of big hugs,which i'd give you
if i was there
and btw sorry for not texting back-no cred.
and sorry about your car(*thinks murderous thoughts towards stupid little bitch*)
loads more hugs
xxxx
wow.. it's times like these that make me glad i stayed friends with u 2 :) Thanks for all the support, means a lot, and it works both ways :)

Thanks to luna too! :)

I'm deffo out on sat.
You know we're allways here for you hunni, No matter what :D
yeah i know, and it means a lot!

And like i said, works both ways!
wow. that's incredibly fucked up and harsh. i say, kill 'em all.
: P
your welcome hun,like jo said we're both here for you for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ....yeah you get the point.
how are you hun,feel like i haven't spoke to you in ages.
Luv ye!
x
*loads of BIG hugs*