The moment of truth approaches. I'm sat here in college just planning in my head, the thoughts that were there are still present, but have been pushed back a bit. Making way for college work, I need to do anything to get my mind off her, but it's so difficult. I know everything is fine, she's told me that. My insecurity, however, begs to differ. I'm plauged with a constant worry of her leaving me, not just leaving me, but leaving me for one of my worst enemies at the moment. She said nothing can break us up, but everytime i read somthing from someone I feel i'm somehow doing things wrong. Just give her the space. Be there when she needs u and not when she doesn't. I await half 3 with so much anticipation, but then again, it worries me. I know what I have to do, but I'm not sure I can do if effectively. The moment of truth is upon me. I shall battle my way through and come out of the other side with my head held high. You can do it Joe, believe in yourself. x