So my mum has said i have a thinking disorder, this spans back to when I was upset a few weekends back and burst into tears one Saturday night. Anyways, Jo hasn't been talking to me all day, and I started to get paranoid again, but I remembered what my mum said about irrational thinking, so i wrote a note to myself while I was at work, and it cheered me up. "It's all fine, she's probably just sleeping or resting. Leave things for tonight, if she's online when you get in talk to her. But don't tell her you've been trying to get hold of her all day, don't ask why she's not texted back. Her phone has been switched off, and she might have run out of credit, it's obvious why she hasn't texted you back. If she isn't online, just go to bed and go over tomorrow. Don't ring her at all, just leave it till tomorrow! Everything will be fine tomorrow, you get to spend all day with her. Do some coursework though! You need to do it and she'll more than liekly appreciate the space! If she wants a hug and kiss you she will! Let her do it first! Just think of Saturday night! Was absoloutly awsome! You do love her, but you don't want to smother her, no matter how much she says it's ok. Just remember what she said the other week! "What can i say? I'm in love!" "I know I've said it before, but i'll say it again, nothing is going to split us up, I love you!" Just remember those words, and think of the good times, imagine more good times to come and most of all believer her! Nothing will split you up!" So that note i wrote myself cheered me up no end. It stopped any doubts i had at the time, and made me more chirpy! I get to see her again 2moz! :) I just got in, and she said "yey you're online!!!!!".. So that made me feel brilliant again! :) Anyways, moff to bed :P