Ok, so another entry before I go to sleep. I have a headache right now. Its slightly...you know..painful? lol Anyway, So my day...yea. It kinda sucked. Like every other day. Its all just a routine. Follow the same movements. You don't even really have to pay attention to what you are doing or why. Its just...repeating what you did the day before. now, Its not always like this, and there is a high possibility that I am just completely insane. But I like to think that I make sense. lol So, today kai said something..that..actually kind of hurt my feelings. But it shouldnt have, because he is an idiot. But yea..apparently I don't have a "good side" Silly,eh? to get upset over such a silly thing? well, it doesnt really help that I have a rather low self esteem. and I like to keep the delusion that maybe people acutally like me! lol But oh well, Life goes on. in the same repetative form. So, I must go fulfil my duty in the repetative cycle and go to sleep. and start it alllll over again.