wow, it's been a while. Christmas has passed....thank god. It was..hectic. acutally, It was shit. complete shit. My brother is an ass clown. The kids have gotten so big, but...i don't really like kids lol They are aborable, but I need my space. I just..I don't know..things are just so confusing right now...everything..is just..so complicated. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.. I hate this place. I hate it so much.