This is so fucking FRUSTRATING! AHH! I can't deal with that school...The people...the god. WHAT GOD?!?! TELL ME!!!! YOU PRAY TO A GOD THAT MAY NOT EVEN EXSIST! WHY?! haha And santa is evil...thats pretty fucking hilarious. *sigh* I just can't handle going through every single day having to force myself to be what I am NOT. They want me to be perfect. To conform to their laws, their life. ...I mean..I don't believe in all the evolution shit, I know there is SOMETHING out there....but i cant believe THIS is what "god" wanted. how could it be? ......people think im kidding when I tell them I am only consumed by hate and anger. whatever...I just...dont have the energy to care anymore. I think im going to have to do some research. I need to find out whats going on. I need to find someone that understands me. someone I can talk to. ..... ....... ........ ...Oh well...I will find a way to deal. Have a nice bloody night,people.