Ever wonder....what the purpose of life was? ....stupid question. Of course you have. You want to know why? Because you don't exsist, therefore you have lol anyway. I've come to the conclusion that...I just don't care. All of this time, I have always cared. about what people thought of me. about life. I just give up. honestly. what is the point to all of this? there isnt one. you go on with life....until you get old...and then..die. it's interesting....every day during bible class, I space out( like most of my other classes) ..but the more I think during that class the more I realize how much I despise it. heh...great, isnt it? 15 years of christianity...where am I now? what am I? I don't even know...I dont care... I suppose I'd lean more towards being agnostic....but even that...I don't know. for now...all I want to do is sleep. and maybe just not wake up. ever. ever done something really stupid? yea...so have I.