today i went over roxies house to meet the new neighbors. they r reli nice theres 1 girl whos in 6th grade and either 2 or 3 boys im not sure but 1 is 10 and one is my age . so ya there kool . more ppl to play man hunt with . but today was pretty much a drag . i kept thinkin about yesterday and i came so close to crying when we were watchin cabin fever . cc was reli upset i think she was more upset then me . lol i guess i kno how she feels cuz when greg brok up with her it seemed as if i was more upset then her . i was so mad and sad . and now shes mad and sad.lol. cc was like asking so many questions like did u cry last night and i was like hell ya i cryed . i cryed for an hr . and ccs like awww i kno how ya feel i cryed for an hr too when the whole greg thing came around. lol im so glad shes my friend. and roxies like suck it up u hore . lol. then shes like itll be ok . if he dosent wanna be ur friend then thats his loss not urs. then she slaped me lol i was like wtf shes like u need it u kno it dont denie it lol. it made me happyer she was rite then cc left and me and roxie took a to the park. and talked about every thing. then we swung on the swings and then walked home . i ate over her house lol it was so funny at dinner . i love roxies family. im more closer to them i think then i am my own . her mom was all like r u ready to go back to skool and c ur boy friends. and roxies like dani got dumped yesterday and her mom starts giveing me a feel better speech . shes like its his loss. if he dont wanna be ur friend then u should find a better friend who will forgive and forget. lol . me and roxie were laffin reli hard. then we went for another walk to the park it was dark now . and we went on the swings and on top of the dugg out . i love going on the duggout at night . i like to watch the stars. but i almost started crying agin for it reminded me of gabreil when i once watched the stars with him. rar i hate every thing im trying to for get him and every thing but i fucking cant and i reli dont want to sigh TTFN