we me mommy cesar and kaylee went to ole ole for lunch . it sucked my mom asked me what my dad got me for my birthday and my mind went blank i couldnt weasle my way outta this one so i told her i said my dad let me go to the mall with cc and roxanna by my self she got sooo soo pissed and started yelling and she called up my dad and started yelling at him and i started bawling in the middle of the restarunt im so weak i can never ever ever take control of my self i just start crying with every thing even when im pissed and not even said i figgin cry what the fuck is rong with me tht every time i try and stick up for my self or want sum htin i cry and i cant stop and it not like im crying cuz im scared im crying cuz im mad ugh w/e so i got real pissed so i said in a real firm pissed off voice it was the best goddamn present ne one has ever gotten me !! (exact words ) then she just looked at me and she was liek o thts real nice danica now i feel great and im like good ill say it agin it was teh best present ne one NE one has ever gotten me then while i was whipin my tears away cesar gose well he mad eoff scot free and didnt even have to spend a dollar and mommy comes back in a real twiked voice ya and hes still the best dad in the world lol im so proud of my self may not be much but idc i finally hurt my mom u could see it she hasnt talked to me since shes real upset lol im happy it may not b elike roxie or ccs fights with their parents but at least im learning to talk back and stick up for my self alittle more i hate my mom shes like well it aint gonna happen agin like before when she started yelling at me i was liek it was my dads discion she had custody of me at the time and she was like NO he has visitation rights blah blah blah and all this crap ugh i hate her y did my dad ever marry her no wonder he didnt fight the divorce lol so ya my mom is pissed i am too but happy cuz i did sum thin i started crying in the car cuz my thoughts got away from me and carryed away but im ok now still pissed tho i still havent taken my medicine ill do it a=in a littl ewhile ill take a littl emor ethen im sudposed to itll make me feel better TTFN