ok so the past few days have been pretty damn good not crying no hurting just happy i got my pipe yay ! its look pretty kool too roxie and cc stopped by th eother day to say hi i was so glad to see them since ive been grounded i have to baby sit agin to nite so i will probly be on later i havnt talked to gabriel in a long while and i just read his diary and he knows tht i read his private ones but i cant help it i only do it cuz i can and im reli reli curious to what he thinks and plus he never tells me what he thinks and its th eonly way i kno what we r fighting about not tht we are we just simply rnt friends but w/e new subject im going to western 2marrow so cant wait mikey likes me i think its kinda cute tht he dose and i think i like him but i think i only like him cuz he likes me idk i havent been getting much sleep lately i always stay up till like 3 to 4 in the morning im very tired my goals at the moment -get better grades -get weed from sarah -at least try to talk to mikey -sleep better -re paint my nails over ill talk more later ive got hw TTFN