ok so me and deanna ar ein a little bit of a fight and its really over nothing but ive been anoyed by my family for 3 days and now roxie and cc r in a fight and me and mike r in a fight and deanna didnt really do nuttin but she did a little sumthin to anoy me not on purpose but sumthin always about ne opne anoys me just so happends her little anoyance set me off an di knew it set me off so i tried to go away from her befor ei blew up and started talkin about shit tht didnt matter cuz it didnt lol but then i did i said im tired of every ones bull shit she thinks i called her bull shit no she isnt just wat she says is how she thinks tht every little problem i have is becuz of weed no its not how she thinks the world would be better if i stoped smoking well it wont me and cc and roxie will still have our fights my mom and her boyfriend an dmy grandma will still anoy me my mom will still call me names ppl will still hate me the only thing tht will be solved by not smokin weed is my decresing brain cells and how long mtyy life will be theres probly other stuffs but i cant think of nething else but ne way i said i hate her too and i kno she didnt say she hated me but i think she did for tht little while of 2 seconds and i said fuck u to her levae me alone owell we are falling apart i kno we are i think its cuz we are too different idk but shes goinf to western so mabe we will be friends i hope so but w/e w/e happends it was meant to be like an di cant change tht dose ne one else belive in fate i do jw ps i ahvent felt this feeling in a real long time but i feel like i wanna cut i kno its sounds so stupid and over nothing but i feel it w/e bla TTFN