today was like the bestest every day aaron cut his hair so his hair isnt curly nomore its no more poof head or callyflower hair lol but thts ok i still like him and he sat right next to me on the bus i thought i was gonna faint (extrem butterfly feeling) (love it ) so ne way i was like u cut ur hair him- i kno me - y him - i wanted too me- but now its no more poof he laffed yay i made him laff lol me - and now its just like every ones else him - ya i guess i could tell he didnt like it it was too short he kept feeling it to see if the curls were still there lol i said it ws way too short he said itll grow out i told him i liked it better when it was poof lol he laffed......... agin i love it when he laffs so we talked more then skool and we saw each other at breakfast and in the halls but we didnt talk we just looked at each other yay he looks at me now im no longer invisible im sum 1 he prob dont remebr my name lol but thts ok he will learn it and he is like always on my mind constantly like his name is played over in my head a bagillion times a minute. im so happy after the bus i was like im so happy im so happy and all cheer and jumpy and giggly and stuff. and roxies like i hate it when ur happy and i hate it when ur mopey lol cuz when the whhole gabriel thingy came around i went over her house and i was all sad and stuff and she didnt like it (so she slaped me ) lol i needed it she sadi it was truew i did lol shes like cant u be normal lol im like no thts to hard she like ur rite lol so ne ways me and hailey did the attendance and i always do aarons room so i went top go open the door and it was locked and and i tried agin cuz mabe i had a blonde moment and didnt trun the handle or sum thin so i did and it didnt work and idk i was so puzzled i knocke don the door and tried agin i felt so stupid tht i couldnt open a door lol even tho i knew it was locked idk i am a retard w/e so the teacher opended the door and i was like w/e im a dumbass and i got the attendance and i droped all the folders and crap lol aaron saw me ha laffed i laffed i picked it up an dhe looked at me and i was like yay now he knows im a dork lol owell i am cant hide it so ya then i went to the medai center to work ( thts my job for peer conseling ) working at the media center whoo hoo lol and i looked up arron guest and i found out his middle name is james and he has one book checked out so mabe one day he will come to retun it lol weeeeeeeeeeeeeee lol and me and hailey we acting reli retared down the hall lol and on the bus ride home britney kept teasing me tht i liked aaron lol owell i cant help it Toodles