today was alot better then the last 3 days cuz last night i like talked to him for like and hr even tho most of the time we were arguing thts ok at least i gots to talk to him right its better then not so im hoppy but hes not online i think he might have blocked me or mabe his dsl did get takin away im not sure but hopefully ill be able to talk to him agin soon but ne way i had to stay after class for a while with my spanish teacher i had to finish up a project and shes my partner lol it was ok working with her even tho i cant look her in the eye or directly at her she makes me so nervous and i cant look at he rits so hard to i just cant lol so ill be talkin to her and looking across the room or sum where else lol but w/e i got threw it and it wasnt all tht bad shes kinda kool i just cant look at her but shes kool and today when i was leaving shes like did u like haveing me as a partner and im like ya ya i did cuz im not reli tht good at spanish and shes like its seems like ur never focused like ur always sum where else and i was like ya lately ive had alot to think about and shes like reli hope itll be ok and i was like ya thx and left idk wat it was but she made me feel a hole lot more comfortable and happy mabe and hopfully i can talk to her more often lol TTFN