well todasy was horrible the time i spent at my grandmas sucked im going to kill my cuzin he chews like a fucking cow and ugh thts one of my petpives w/e well gabriel is still leaving it wasnt a dream wish it was tho umm im not going to metion it to my friends cuz i dont want then to be all mean about it they will probly find out about it by reading this so roxie , cc if u read this or find out sum other way just act lik eu never knew ok? just never metion it to me . dont be all like r u sad cuz blah blah blkah ok? i dont wanna talk about it there is nothin to talk about. so ya hes goin to skool all week so thts good i get to see him then im going to kill mycuzin i hate him rar i hope he falls off a cliff and gets eatin by cats umm i was in the car today when we were drivin to my grandmas house and i was all alone in the back seat and i was just thinkin about gabriel moving and i wont see him for like ever and how much im going to miss him and tht i only have a week to see him and i almost started crying my eyes filled up with water but i was like dont cry not now not here luckily no tears fell. i feel like a retatrd crying over sum 1 like this hes only goin away for like 2 months its not lik efor ever right? TTFN