well today was ok i have been pondering (oooo big word) over alot of stuff and ive come to the conclusion it all has to change im going to get better grades try harder in skool im going to give up on trying to be gabriels friend agin the way i was before heres a song i ve been listening to i love it I think of awhile ago We might have had it all But I was so stupid then You needed time to grow But now just as things change As well my feelings do In time things rearrange I am so sick of chasing you But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose You make me regret those times I spent with you And playing those games as I wait for your call And now I give up, so goodbye and so long It's not a change of pace This time I'll get it right It's not a change of taste I was the one there last night You have your other friends They were there when you cried Didn't mean to hurt you then Best friends just won't leave your side But what do I get 'cause I just seem to lose You make me regret those times I spent with you And playing those games as I wait for your call And now I give up, so goodbye and so long It's not a change of pace This time I'll get it right It's not a change of taste I was the one there last night When I needed you most When I needed a friend You let me down now Like I let you down then So sorry, it's over -dedicated lol not a good dedication tho ne way im going to be alot more of happy or try to but im not going to give up fire never could i do tht lol last night almost burnt my room down shhhhhhhhh mom dosent kno lol umm lets see im not going to give up weed tho either but im just going to change ill still be me of coarse but ill move on from every thing and talk about new sjit and stuff ull see lol itll be a good change TTFN