i think ... im going to kill my self every thing would be much better tht way mabe im just over reacting or mabe im just scred shitless of my mom and teh whole world but i do think it would be better tht way they found out every thing the weed , the tripple Cs the morning glory im scared now i feel like im going to die and i cant fall alseep before it happeneds this has happened before but only with weed and im so scared of what my mom will do i frightened to death of her i dont thinkshe knows how much she scres me shes more of a fear then a mom my heart is pounding im waiting for he r to walk threw the door cc and roxie say ill only be gorunded for a month i hope so but idk what will happen every one dose like me better tho when im high idk y they r taking it away help me sum one im scared and idk what to do roxie and cc r so calm well cc gets off with nothin and roxie has be caught so many tiumes shes used to it ah i cant take it ne more the suspense is killing me i wanna get it over with i wish there was fast foward button so i could fast foward to the day i die and then evry trouble will be gone sigh but its not tht easy nither is it easy to go threw with killing ur self not tht im going to but idk ah help i need to call sum one but idk who to sum one call me 1 786 547 0674