ok today i made this a privet diary so noboby reads it. i have a lot to say and i want to use name so here i go. The guy i talk about, his name is dustin, god i like him a lot, i wish he like me back and i wish he didnt like brittany, brittany is my best friend i could never tell her that i like him, she would kill me, god i wish i could tell her, i bugs me that i cant. god i dont know what to do, i want to ask him out but i just cant, come on, its me i just dont do that, im to shy. im sceared to go out with him cuz it might mess up the friend ship that we have and if he wants to go out with me then i will go out with him, but i might loss brittany, and that is a changes that i will take, you never know who the right guy is. but if he is then i dont want to miss the change to go out with him. God i wish he would ask me out. but i really want to know what he feels for me. Brittany and dustin were fighting then dustin said he was not going to talk to brittany this weekend but guess what they are, god i with that they wouldnt talk then dustin would talk to me, and not her! Amanda: im going to add you to my list so that you and you only can read it, i have