Hey i know what i feel, i like dustin, really i do, i love talking to him, when he is not talking to othere people. cuz when he is talking to othere people then he barely talks to me, but i foregive him. I really want Dustin to ask me to homecoming. that would be cool if he did, i would say yes, even tho i told brittany that i would go with her. I mean i love brittany and everything but right now she is always telling me that she is mad at me, and then like in 5 minutes she not mad at me, im really getting sick of her saying that she is mad at me when she isn't. It was funny the other day. I told dustin, "hi hunny" then he said "hi baby" then i go "hi sweetie" then he said "hi sexy" then i say "hi cutie" then he gose " hi hotty" well then my mind gose blank, and i dont know what to say next.
I always thought guys were all the some, but the other day i said to myself. NO dustin is different. Dylan said that he wasn't going to change his mind about me cuz he dont care what i look like, but he loved my personality, well when he say me, the nexted day he broke up with me. Well after that i was all depressed and everything cuz of the way i look well, now that o know dustin, i told him not t change after me meet and he said that i was really cute and he didnt change. We still talk. And now we tell each other that we love each other. Thats awesome. I hope he ask me out, i would say yes. (im not stupid and say no) god every entry so far is about dustin, thats why i cant tell brittany about this diary.
O when she said that she was mad at me i thought i was cuz i still talk to dustin, and he thought the say, well she said its not cuz of that and me and dustin were like" bull shit." cuz i think thats the real reasion, well i wont stop talking to him cuz i like him, no....wait...i love him
All for now
~Cassandra
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