Hello Everyone! Right now im starting my 4th diary. I never understood why people have more then 1 diary but now I know. I'm starting this diary cause I like someone and I want to write about it but he reads my other diarys. So this diary I'm not going to tell any of my friends about this one. I know people don't like to read long diaries but just read this one. Frist of all I have this friend and she is my bestfriend too. Well she likes this guys and she wanted me to meet him, so I met the guy and from that day on we talk everyday. I have known him now for about 4 weeks. I can't tell my friend that im falling for this guy that she likes. If she found out then she probably would never talk to me again. Like 2 or 3 days ago she was not talking to him so ofcourse I was in the middle of it and I fixed it and now there talking again. SHIT So last night him and I were talking (ofcourse) and he had a question to ask me. And he wouldn't tell me. So I bagged and bagged, then like after an hour of bagging, my friend came online and started to talk to him when I was on the phone with him. Then he's like hold on im going to ask her if I should tell you or not. He said "Should I tell her the question or not?" She said "Well whats the question your going to ask you?" He said "that's between me and her" Well I think that made her really pissed. He finally told me, he asked me what kind of feeling I have for him. I told him I had stronge feelings for him but he wanted to know what stronge feeling meant. He gave me an example: Just friends or more then friends. I said more then friends. After all that I asked him what kind of feeling he has for me. He said from talking to me on the phone and on the computer, he started liking me last week. I was so happy. I do like him but the problem,.........He likes my friend. I wish he didn't and if he would ask me out then ofcouse I would say yes. I don't want to say there names cause if my friend found this diary and read the names then she for sure would know it's me. I love her with all my heart. Shes my Bestfriend and I wish I could tell her what I feel about him but...... I can't!!!