For the past week or so I have been getting really upset. The other night Bill (moms b/f) yelled at me, I cryed. I should have not but it hurts when he yells at me. Anyway...when I feel like this I hate myself, I cry, I want to hurt myself, and I even throw things. Last night I went to Dustin's, and when it was almost time for me to leave I started feeling this way. Not cause I had to leave soon but I don't even know. I just get them sometimes. I hate it. And when I was getting like this, Dustin was there for me, comforting me, and it made everything so much better, yes I let out a little tears but he was talking to me, making me feel so much better, telling everything was going to be ok. I was for sure I was going to cry my eyes out when I got home but I didn't, I thought of Dustin laying next to me, comforting me and telling everything was ok, and I believe him. Everything will be ok. I'm so lucky to have a boyfriend who cares and loves me so much. I feel a lot better now, cause of Dustin. Thank-you so much baby. I love you so much!!! ~Cassandra --------Update--------- And its startes again. I got in a fight with my mom but I just sat there and remembered what Dustin said to me that night. God I wish Dustin and I could run away and live the life I want to live. Me and Dustin forever together, get married, have kids, and live a happy live. But I have to wait. Grrr I wish I could grow yup and never come back!!! But if I ran away I know for a fact I would just end up back here. Which sucks. I Love you Dustin!!!