I really don't know what i'm going to call this entry, cause I don't know what to say. Well yesterday I went to Dustin's house. I had a lot of fun. I didn't like that we couldn't go on the bed anymore but what can I do about it? We watched a movie, it was good. We did other things too but I will just keep thoughs things to myself. I love you so much Dustin. Now the more I think about it I don't know why I was thinking that last night. I know you never would and thats what scared me most. I love you so much. You mean the world to me. The thought about not being with you just kills me inside. I Love You!!! xoxoxo ~Cassandra -----update----- I really don't know what is wrong with me. Right now it is 6:59pm and I just want to brake down and cry...why....I don't know why. But I have to go, I just going to cry and let it all out, whatever it might be. Thanks for making me laugh Bill. I needed it!!!