yeah, really cool stuff going on in my life right now. not. one of my best friends in the whole fucking world has a brain tumor. honestly, i don't know what i will do if she doesn't make it. i love her and the times we've had so much..i just don't know. surgery's in june, and until then..i will just keep praying.

school..it sucks. i never see my friends, and when i do i glow like a freaking lightbulb. i guess thats good..because i just realize how sad i am when i don't get to see them. i'm a complainer, i know..but this week has been so incredibly long. so life's fair...?? Yeah right.

--edit* on a higher note, last night was actually really fun. me and emily got to the theatre [only 5 minutes late!] and they were already sold out of tickets for white noise. so then it was just me phil emily and patrick without tickets. so conner sold his back and then we went over to kohls and started wheeling patrick around in the wheelchair. that was funny. then we walked over to media play and listened to these annoying kids who wouldn't stop playing their guitars. anyway then we played hackysack and walked back over to the theatre. then everyone came out and we just chatted with them and then i went home. so i went to bed around 12:3O and woke up around 11:3O as the result of screaming children. 11 hours... not bad. so i'm gonna go and figure out something to do today, peace out.