..And it feels like today..
Right now my head is bleeding. From my straightener burn. Masterful. Anyway, today went smoothly i suppose. I'm super bored, so i guess i'll go through my life as it is. Buckle up... Mwahaha.
School. Just kind of there. Not my main focus really, Got tw0 86%'s in lit, not soo good. 95% on the math quiz, and like an 88% and 1OO% in geography. who got a 43 on their essayyy? Heh, one of the best in the class mon. AND STILL NOT THAT GOOD. Hmph, whatever. We get our science tests back tomorrow [or hopefully] and i have math and geography quizzes. Since you were wondering, and all. Soo right now i have 5 A'S and ONE B. Dieeee literature, Diee.
Friends. Amazing, as always. Always there for me and everything. No boy can ever fully take their place..they are loves and true, forever joys of my life. And i can always count on them. I'm growing farther apart from nicole each day. She's more of an aqaintance now it seems. And her birthday is tomorrow. Its actually..really really sad. Kinda miss the freak. But oh well, they always say you grow apart..Jeremy. Ah, he just makes me smile. And laugh. And helps me to feel awesome about myself..encouraging..comforting..too perfect? sometimes i wonder if one day its all going to be gone as quickly as it came to me. Eh, would that suck or what. That's why i'm kindof afraid to put myself into it..lending your heart..Riskayyy. Whatever, i'll just embrace it. And hopefully he'll go to disney world at the same time as me. Just great, just great.Golf. Well, after a hilarious car-ride over to the course, me and emily decide we are way too inexperienced to play. So we are gonna play over the year and join some junior golfers association and do tourneys and stuff over the summer. should be awesome, i'm really excited. so your are looking at lauren sullivan, future golf extraordinaire. hah, YEAH RIGHT.Andy. I still cannot believe that Mr. D'Amanda is gone. I randomly just start crying and crying whenever anyone mentions it. A huge part of me seems missing now that the cottage has changed.. and this summer will be sad and quiet indefinetely. I just hold on to the fact that he would want us to all be happy and celebrate his spirit and the life he led here. I know he's always looking down on everyone from the cottage and i just hope one day i'll see him again. And hopefully i'll get to talk to andy tonight. wow do i miss him.
Well, that's pretty much it for my life. Time to go clean my room and take a shower. Wordd to your mother. ♥ ♥
Right now my head is bleeding. From my straightener burn. 
Masterful. Anyway, today went smoothly i suppose. I'm super bored, so i guess i'll go through my life as it is. Buckle up... 
Mwahaha.
Heh, one of the best in the class mon. AND STILL NOT THAT GOOD. Hmph, whatever. We get our science tests back tomorrow [or hopefully] and i have math and geography quizzes. Since you were wondering, and all. Soo right now i have 5 A'S and ONE B. Dieeee literature, Diee.
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