okay, so i saw my ultimate crush tonight. (he wouldn't give me a hug because his sister was around. she and i are *liek* best friends. foreal.) i wouldn't give him a hug, then, either. my guitar was in the way. i'm not sure if i like him so much, anymore...he's trying to get rid of everyone. including me. which is okay. it isn't, but it is. because he needs to do that in order for him to truly be able to let go and get out. (he's 20, and really wants to get the fuck out of this town.) nah. i don't really like him that much anymore. my bitchy little sister was just yelling at me because the light was on in this room. she can't sleep. boohooooo! = ''''''''''[ whiney little brat. she should grow out of it soon...i hope... never, ever, EVER have a little 14-year-old sister. they're stupid. and most of them are utter and complete sluts. (my apologies to all of you 14-year-old-little-sister types who aren't slutty...)