everyone fucking sucks. you know that right? i have been cut off from all of my friends. i feel as if thats whats happened anyway. i havent talked to any people other than my scum sucking father since tuesday i think. this is unusual for me. extremely unusual. i did get a cat though. it likes to sit in the windowsill by the computer and stare at me. every once and a while it comes over and jumps on the keyboard and attacks my fingers. it is my only companion. /88... it just did the /88. oh well. it doesnt matter. now its gone to lay in a plant. i am so bored taken to wearing my lovely long sleeves again. there are... things to hide. le tme say i am sure fucking glad my house is a/c'd. tank tops feel wrong on me anyway. i just want to sit in my room and close the curtains and do... nothing. listen to bleeding through and otep and nine inch nails. maybe my slipknot if i can find it. i'm obsessed with my music lately too. its like my music is a substitute for friendship.