Well, I haven't written here for a while. Life has been really boring... crappy... Thomas and Nick hate eachother now because of me. Kris is mad at me because about a week ago I showed up at her house with Nick and some coke... I don't know what her fucking problem is anyways... Usually she'd gladly join in, but something was up last week... I don't know. Maybe she's pregnant. Oh God. Nick sprained his ankle on the 2nd. They gave him a splint and told him to be careful. We colored the ace bandage red and teal with sharpies. It rocks. So yesterday was the 4th of July. Me and Nick and Jade went swimming at the Multipurpose center. Nick tried to hobble down the diving board, but he slipped. My swim suit has a hole in the ass. Went to a party at this girl Carrie's house. She had food and... other stuff. Had a lovely few minutes with Nick to myself. About Thomas, he just... well I don't know. He called me again and is all "I want you back, Sadie. Life sucks without you and I miss you really really bad." And I'm... with Nick. Thomas has lost his appeal to me pretty much. Sure he'll have some place in my heart... but just... ugh. Nick got his cousins (his 18 yr old cuz is totally hot and Nick knows I think he is. His name is Matt.)and the four of us went to the city park to watch fireworks. We didn't exactly watch fireworks though, we just sat under the big tree and kissed. When I got home, my dad's new girlfriend was over... her name is like... Mariah or something. They were totally shitfaced but my dad chewed me out for getting home barely after 12:00 and called me a fucking cunt. all the time little miss mariah is just laughing her bottle blonde head off. I took a hot shower and stepped on a pushpin. I'm so fucking sick of all of my dad's shit. I haven't done much of anything or talked to anyone. My dad left for work around 8 and he's not getting home until one tonight, so... I'll probably take some of his "lemonade" and go to the park with Nick or something. My foot fucking hurts and there is a stain on my carpet. I need to find that spot remover crap.