at the moment... i am really not pleased with my life at all. not one freaking bit. things are wierd... my friends are weirder... and i can't make up my mind about anything. it is so frustrating and annoying. i wish things could get sorted out and have them work out the way everyone wants... except that the way everyone wants might not be what someone else wants... or it might not be possible for everyone to get waht they want. well it's not exactly like it is going to turn out that way anyway. life is just not that nice. life hates me... and like i said.... i hate it too. and i don't care if it knows.