...there is no point in hoping anymore. No point in writing or begging or kissing or anything. The following was written before this.I feel like crying the other way...... but i promised. aw fuck.. since when do promises matter? i cant talk to you i cant kiss you i cant love you i can't hug you i can't have you i don't know what to do i am a coward strengthless i want you. you say you love me too how am i to take it? what can we do? i want to be with you i don't know how. i do'nt know what i can do. I'm so fuckign confused. I love you. I told you. I Fucking love you. So why cant I have you? why does it rip wahts left of my heart out that i can't talk to you that i feel so unwanted and you say you love me, but i feel so fucking unloved i want to know the truth... what the fuck can we do. i love you and you said you loved me too I'm so confused. I don't fucking konw what to do. I thought I could do this. But....... I don't konw anymore.