oh my god... thomas called me...asking me if i was okay and if he could talk to me... oh god... this hurts really bad... i mean... with nick...and now thomas is being civil? i dont want things ruined... but i think i still feel for thomas. god... there have been no new marks on my body since friday... but now there are. i am scared. i kne wi shouldn't have done anything on the weekend. my mind is reeling and i feel really really sick... i think i'm going to go throw up