i am hurt and angry... i don't know why. i feel like things are being kept from me again. and i dont like it. i know something happened between them that they are so fucking scared i'd find out. and i dont think shes harassing him. she told me she loved him once, and despite how she tells me she might hate him as much as she does, i think that she loves him just as much... just like i do. but nobody understands. nobody ever will. nobody will ever truly understand the fucked up mess i call a life right now. not even her... she honestly cannot possibly understand. i love him... and just about everyone knows what is si like to be completely in love with someone that doesnt even like you.