I checked out of school today... haven't done that since sometime last year. Like as in probably 2004.. not 2005. God I'm having trouble with this transition... She kept asking me what was wrong, she never tried to actually talk Text message: where are you Text message: what is wrong Text message: are you going to ignore me? While we were sitting backstage doing nothing she comes to me and goes "who pissed in your cheerios?" and suddenly she's chambray's best friend. I don't like Chambray and ArJay makes it sound like she doesn't either but I dunno. It doesn't matter. I got my backpack to try and sleep on and she freaked and asked me if i was leaving. I know she's not mad at me... I HOPE she's not... The last thing I Need ontop of htis right now is her unmerciful anger towards me. She was going to go outside with Chambray and walk around until the bell rang and she wrote me a little note.... before we went to the auditorium we were in fullers room doing thigns. i admired a gay rights "taking a stand" fiar display, and was quite tempted to look at Jordans. He does such interesting things usually... I remember the teeth.... I saw him in his car w/ his father this morning... It makes me laugh when I see him randomly outside of school and he doesn't know it. I need to go make up the test. Dad falls for anything. I feel bad for lying, but I didnt' think the cramps were enough to get him to come. AND I DID take the ibuprofen around 9, but it didn't work, and they were giving me a headache. i just didn't throw up... oh how I wanted to... I feel like shit. It's cold... I should do tings and eat and sleep. It hurts... Not just the cramps anymore... other things. they made me fall off my mountain.