dying my hair on friday. "vampire red" bootyful. thomas is an asshole. so mean to jade and me... causes cuts then wont even kiss them better. the blood should be squirted in his eyes and perhaps it will make him see clearly into this bloodstained world we all see in. instead of living in his "soulless" hell. god. why must i still be drawn to him. he surely doesn't need my "vindictive" love. he liked it the first time he truly had it. now he takes advantage of it and plays with the pieces of my heart. juggles them and drops them...