Okay so I havent been able to get into my diary because I had made it private and changed the password and then mistakenly forgotten the password all in an attempt to keep kevin from reading it because he had some smart ass remark in doing so.. So Here I am writting in here so I dont have to make a new account and I havent written a story in forever and probably wont since I know what grade I'd be getting on in stories from laurel in class. So today is bleh.. matt wouldnt shut up on the phone while talking to lexi and that annoyed me. cause Im trying to sleep. and the second thing is matt needs to stop reading over my shoulder right now. Then he's been staying over at my house for about the week, its been okay, he's been less depressive then he was last time he came over which is good.. I met two new guys. One is Elijah, who lives about six hours away from here in northern GA he's really sweet and I like talking to him. its just.. hard for him to understand that I like him.. Especially since its impossibel to explain internet crushes to people who dont have them.. I hate them.. then theres Tim, who lives somewhere about an hour near gainesville which is probably about two hours away from where my mom lives. so thats cool. I want to plan to see him. so yeah.. then so yeah.. Im really really hating the fact that I cant get into my diary, its almost sickening cause im going to have to update everything in it. ima post all these entries in it. and everything. so for kevin, i want him gone, he basically told me to get hit by a fucking bus and all that shit, only because I was making Elijah feel better. Well.. Fuck him, now Im getting feelings for Elijah and its none of his business. I dont want to see him, hear from him, any of that shit.. he knows I was hit by a car.. he knows that I dread it.. And he should get his information straight before doing shit like that to me.. so yeah.. I dunno I dont really know what to say right now.. I get the house to myself tonight. Hopefully. -Matti (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SCOTT GET MY FUCKING PASSWORD)