well this morning i cleaned the house with that mother of mine .. then i got a phone call from christina and we talked for a while .. jeeze i miss her .. then carly called me up and we ended up going bowling with her brother and his friends .. then hmm .. i went over carly's for a lil while and we just hanged there .. the we were gonna go watch the boys act like complete idiots and do the rope swing thingy .. but me and carly had to change for our dance classes at 7 .. so she left .. and i went to dance.. dance was funn .. my legs were shaking like a never tomorrow .. it hurt .. and felt so weird .. like i'd go on releve' and i'd shake like an earth quake!! scary though it was for me 'cause i've never shaked that much in my life but any way .. it was deff. fun .. and i lv dancing truly .. but sometimes all the drama just brings it all to a lower level !! .. oh so yea before i went to dance i found out from l0l0 then Jake! chose Taylor over me .. and decided that he didn't have to tell me and that i didn't need to know .. ugh! gaYY ass!! .. he playyed me like a br0ken reccord!! he's gonna ask out Taylor or whoever she is .. and he decided that he didn't have to tell me and that i shudn't have to know .. but of coarse l0l0 thought that i already knew so she decided not to tell me.. but i didn't !! blah! whatever i guess i'm over it now .. i hate these childish crappy things .. that's what they are just childish!! i'm ready for something serious! and someone who really wants me for who i am ..!! .. grr .. }so i'm a bit emo at times{ x3 LauRa