a month ago today ,,,, was mine and Ashton's one month anniversery!! .... SO today i was really sad! i couldn't go on the bus today -- ijust couldn't handle it this morning .. so i had my dad bring me. I went up to hijm in school today on PSAT break to see if he remembered what today would have been... he did! AND it really surprised me actually! THEN at lunch it was really akward -- the only seat left to sit in was right next to him so -- i pulled out the chair next to that oneand sat there -- so there was a seat left open between me and Ash .. and then Kelly's like WHAT ARE YOU DOING?? and i was like that's where my bag has to go .. so then yeah! gosh! .. I CAN'T POSSIBLY WANT HiM back anymore than i do right now!! --- right now i'm not even home i'm at my mom's escuela because we had early release and i walked here from the bus stop after bascin robbins! ... so yeah i'm on the labtop!! oh and L0L0 didn't go to escuela today she was sick :( so i didn't have her to be with me today .. i was sadd! -- LAURA still L0VES AMP!